November
12, 2013
DeJohn
appeared tonight, knocking so softly on the front door, I nearly missed him. Caught
sight of the back of him, racing down the sidewalk away from the house, going
nowhere fast. He slammed in the door when I shouted for him, zipped into the
kitchen with his shoes on, grabbing miniature KitKat bars from the bowl on the
shelves before I could turn the corner. Upset that he doesn’t have manners
enough to ask permission, most likely mom doesn’t set a good example for him, I
let it go until the next visit, and heat water to make him some tea drizzled with
honey to warm him up. “What is that?” he muttered, standing in front of the
microwave oven. “It’s a microwave. We use it to heat up or cook food.” His
interest wasn’t held for too long. He inhaled three or four chocolate bars,
with Tyrus following in circles, around the pint-sized kitchen, hoping DeJohn
will drop bits. I felt compelled to harness the nine year old anxiety by
calling his mom but the doorbell rang before I could leave a voicemail to tell
her DeJohn showed-up here. “Everyone is sick at the house so I am late, sorry”
she exhales as the outer glass door opened. I assured her I am ok with DeJohn
being here but am worried about the nights I am not home and he isn’t picked-up
at the bus stop. I could lay out a sleeping bag for him and make sure the
motion-detector light is on in the sun porch, when I leave in the early
afternoons, but no one will be here to calm him, feed him and phone mom.
Concern
for the bikers, out, with or without lights, in the center of the streets, in
the chill of the 20 something night. Thinking about the homeless, huddled in
the corners of the bridges, under cardboard boxes and hovered among the
abandoned homes. I am so acutely aware of the car in the garage, radiator
bubbling in the background, food in the cupboard, the remaining KitKat, a
satisfied stomach and contented cat in my lap.
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